i'm alive!

going to alor star overwhelmed with fear.
only to find out that the devil who suppose to be torturing me
end up to be quite an angel only to train me.
lucky me.
and as i expected my fitness is not even close to my best.
i'm running out of breath after like two hours of training.
"its all about reaction,i'm train ur reaction,ok?"
is what he said.
but seriously.how am i suppose to react when two balls
were hit simultaneously?
i don't move a bit,cz can't made up my mind which ball should i deal with.
dem.it will be 3 weeks away from masum.
every friday i will go to hell.
and i'm sure the hell will be much more torturing the next time i go there.
errr.
the day after tomorrow is my marketing exam.
and i know nothing.please help me.
i'm doing my best.reading
but then only i know.the day after that
i'll be having a quiz,accounting quiz.
and i know nothing.worse than marketing.
cz i wake up late and end up not attending the class.
for like 3 times?dem.
this will be hectic.this will be hell.
this will be shit.
can't wait for all this stuff to come to the end
i kinda miss the time i don't have anything to do.
now,i kinda have things to do,
and can't afford to lying around do nothing.
:|
hey april.would u come faster.i can't wait for u to come.
i'll be free by then.
i want to just be free.