i'm heading to hell.

hello everyone.
just in case i didn't make it.
please forgive me for everything i've done.

i'm not going to hell.as in hell.but hell as in hell.
hell,as in doing things that i'm not capable of.
and i know i'm not.pushing myself to the limit?never done that.

i'm going to have a very intensive training tomorrow.
and i don't think i gonna be back alive.
obviously i'm not fit.not even near fit.
not like i used to be.huh.

just pray that i'll make it alive.
after all those fitness training.
and the friendly match that come after that.

even a friend of mine who played hockey all his life.
want to get some rest to be ready for the hell.
shit. :|