i've been losing.

i've been losing.chelsea been losing.

well,my losing would hurt me more.people i used to be closed to seems to getting further away.and i can't really think of why.

chelsea been losing.and i'm pretty sure why.they can't defend like they used to during mourinho era.15 goals conceded during 1st season for jose.and it took only 10 matches for AVB to equal that feat.

the only bright side i can see from this dark and gloomy life of mine is that my car is progressing well.been saving well to do something for her.next target are body kits and some new sport rims.

keledeks been treating me well,really appreciate it guys.finally.i feels excited to be home.

luckily for me.some who i knew.didn't walk away from me YET.well,eventually everyone will.but hopefully they stay at least until i can live without them.he.she.whoever them are.

and take a look here.the difference.i don't know why i actually wrote about this.and i can't put the pictures where i want it to be.herm.the picture above is before and the pic at the bottom is after.see the difference?the reason why i hate make up.

people use it to cover their ugliness but they are actually showing their ugliness even more. people seems to be thinking that wearing a make up is a must but it is not. >.<

i've been losing.but i won't be losing forever. there will be time i gonna be back alive. with or without those who are closed to me or used to be closed.

*i hate all of ya.