what would i be?

After spending a week at home,i decided to go out with my grandma and my auntie,
we went out to ikea,I'm just following around since i really need to get some fresh air,after tiring walk at the ikea,we stopped by somewhere at the one utama to eat our lunch at 3,we had some conversation,we talk about what I'm gonna do next?which collage i'm applying for degree?what course?its like they have confidence i can get what i want..damn,i really disappointed them if i told them the truth,whether i really study during my time at matrix or not,i do hope my result will go my way,cause i really doesn't want to disappointed my parents,too late right?damn,

if only i can imagine what i really want in my life,
working with a good pay check,drive a sporty car,own a house and a family,
if i can specify what work do i want to do..
electrical engineer or just maybe an accountant,or maybe just a lecturer?
if i could imagine this before,would i try to at least work hard?would i?
herm.future is not ours to see,
but its ours to work for,
its our to gain,
lets look into ourself,
and do what we really want in life,
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