total jackass;

I used to have lot of friends around me.I used to make my parents quite proud of me.I used to make myself happy for just being me.Well,I once a jerk too;

I regrets some of things I've done in my past.and that is having someone special in life as in gf.its kinda the stupidest thing I ever done yet.cause by having one it's like I live in a world where's nothing else matters than what happened between both of us.I've been neglecting so much things back then.I know it's not an excuse to be a total jerk.I'm sorry but I just can't live with it any more.We need to move on and you know exactly the reason why.It's the best for both of us.I do hope you could forgive me for what I ever done to you cause I do need your forgiveness if I ever need to truly live again.I'm truly sorry.I know you are happy with your new bf,but if you want to be friend,it's ok for me.I've changed my mind.sorry.