Optimism

Optimism,
Is some sort of healing ward
heals your wounds and makes you keep on running

My life,
May not be the life I hope it be
but I believe it is the life I need

My wife,
I may not exactly sure if I have found her,
but I am with utmost confidence that I will found her eventually

Imagine,
You are required to go through an obstacle course,
everyone else make the most of the time and prepare them self
me?I would just sit there and relax
lie down and look to the birds flying listening to the songs they sang

That's exactly how I live my life,
I never really put any pressure on myself to succeed
although I know that some may hoping me to

Been running through the obstacle course,
I may stumble,but I could get up in a matter of seconds
going through is enough for me
others?they actually trained them self so they could fly through

In the end,
That's how things are going
it's me standing on the earth keep on running
but can't help myself from looking up
looking at them flying through the obstacle course with ease
end up winners

It's funny how similar we are at every end during our childhood life
end up so differently

Maybe I took the road to success a little bit too lightly
well, at least I know I will eventually finish this obstacle course
I may not be the fastest but I will always be a winner
as the definition of winning differ with individual

Now that's optimism

distinguishable are we?

If someone hate something

does that mean everyone have to hate?
why must everyone do what everyone else does?

we are created different in a way for a reason

but  it seems our mentality towards some lousy issue is the same

maybe we are using our smartphones too much

that using our brain is not an option

for instance

in an organization

if we notice something is wrong

do we need to tell everyone and spread it like we will never do such mistake?

or should we try to fix it rather than complaining about it everyday

and by complaining, i mean complaining in twitter and facebook which doesn't help a thing

the world doesn't need a copycat

the world itself lack originality 

imagine if the world full of only renowned writers

the world would deprived of renowned engineers,businessman,gardener

everyone must be good at something

be yourself and you'll find what you seek

different in thinking means different in opinion

which means different in goal and perspective

success and happiness means something else for you and i

success for me means

having a house in the countryside

not so big and yet not so small

with a garden full of flowers maybe rose

where my children would play around happily

while me and my wife sit and have a cup of tea

that is my definition of success

how about yours?

melihat bayi

melihat bayi
ada perasaan sudah mendekati

membuat kita lihat dia seperti bidadari
salah silap semua belum dia temui

terasa ingin berubah melihat bayi
ingin dia menjadi seseorang tidak seperti diri

terasa jugak bila nak ada bayi?
nama dah lama ada dalam hati

sarah pasti ada jika dia bidadari
salahudin jika dia pewira yang berani

semua itu belum pasti
tapi bermain di minda tidak henti

hihihi

yang satu mungkin yang satu

pernah?bila kita berjalan berseorang.
tiba ada seorang di tengah jalan
dia berjalan bersama kita
terus kita berjalan laju.megah semangat
tiba dia berhenti tidak mahu berjalan sekali
kita terus berjalan walau berat untuk ke destinasi

tipu kalau aku kata aku tak pernah ada orang di sisi
tipu kalau aku kata dikau yang pertama ku jumpai
ya aku pernah jumpa dia , dia dan dia
tapi seorang pun kau tidak menyerupai

aku berjumpa dikau awal sekali
seronok melihat senyum mu tapi aku sangsi
aku terus berjalan pergi
ramai yang aku jumpa dan temui
tapi aku teringat kembali
dikau yang berada di awal berjalan kaki

aku tekad berjalan mencari
dan aku menjumpai
niat hati tidak akan toleh lagi
tapi dunia tidak boleh kau sangka tidak boleh dirai

seronok dikau ada disisi
walaupun mungkin tidak seperti kawan yang dikenali
mungkin orang lihat kita janggal tapi aku tak peduli
jika jodoh kita banyak yang kita boleh pelajari

mungkin dikau aku tak kenal lagi
tapi hati yakin dikau yang ku cari
ku tak kisah sekarang kita tidak menyamai
tapi ku ingin mahligai sama kita duduki

:)

ku takut ku gentar mungkin kau bukan ku punya

berguna atau tidak.
perasaan itu menerjah merasuk.
dari duduk ku terbaring.
memerhati lampu lalu ke dinding.

ya.aku mengaku aku sangat mengambil berat dirimu.
ya.aku mengaku dikau sangat menarik bagi ku.
tapi saat ini tak ku mampu membantu.
ku buntu ku seperti batu.

bila manusia dijemput pergi.

meninggalkan alam realiti duniawi.

tak apa yang kita mampu capai lagi.

selain berdoa akan redha ilahi.

ingin ku berada di sana menolong.
baru ku tak rasa bodoh rasa tak membohong.

ingin ku ada di sisi mu.

berikan bahu yang bidang.

tapi ku tak mampu ku bukan siapa.

gelaran pakwe makwe bukan ikatan.

kalau ku suami mu ku pasti ada.

tapi ku tak pasti ku gentar.

mungkin kau bukan ku punya.

dunia ku mata ku hidup ku

pernah aku duduk seorang.
melihat kerenah orang dan orang.
gelak aku tanpa dipandang.
aku umpama hilang tak dihirau.

lantas aku terus pandang ke bintang.
mata bergerak fokus ke bulan.
pasti bulan ketawa gembira.
melihat kerenah manusia di dunia.

things you can do nothing about

imagine you're trapped in a cage that was so sophisticated that it is impossible for anyone to get out of it.

imagine you have a problem and you can do nothing about.

imagine how the problem will haunt you.

imagine that you can only think of how to solve but you just can't.

imagine you're in this cage.seeing no logically way out.

imagine you just wait for time to pass and hopefully the one who put you in.get you out

seringkali

mimpi itu mainan tidur.
itu lah yang sering diungkapkan rakan-rakan.
jika mimpi itu adalah suatu yang tidak dihajati.
namun pabila mimpi itu suatu yang indah.
mimpi boleh jadi kenyataan.

jarang sekali aku bermimpi.tidak sekerap aku di zaman sekolah.
namun 2,3 hari ini aku rancak bermimpi.

aku bermimpi.
aku entah di mana.melihat ke sini dan sana.
tiba-tiba ada yang ku kenal muncul.
sangat kenal ku akan dia.dia menarik tgn kwn nya.
lalu ke arah ku.aku pn tersenyum dalam mimpi ku.
namun dia seperti tidak melihat ku.
dan aku terpaksa ke tepi kerana dia ingin berlalu.

adakah mimpi itu mainan tidur?

aku pernah bermimpi.
aku berjalan ke dapur rumah lama ku.
tiba2 muncul seorang gadis tidak berleher.
aku terkejut dan menjerit.
abg ku tiba dan cuba berbuat sesuatu.
namun tidak mampu.lalu ku terjaga.
takut akan hantu tidak berleher hingga tamat sekolah rendah

itu harap ku mainan tidur

aku pernah bermimpi.
dan bermimpi.
dan apabila ku berbuat sesuatu.
ku rasa seperti ku pernah lalui semua ini.
dejavu jika orang putih berkata.
bukan sekali namun boleh kata kerap.
kadang2 bukan nak percaya
tapi mimpi bagai bagiku satu petanda.

adakah itu mainan tidur?

aku pernah bermimpi
keputusan upu ku.
aku menerima panggilan
daripada pihak upu.
memastikan jurusan yang ku mohon.
ku bertanya apa jurusan itu?
dan dia mengatakan tomyam.
benar.memang menakutkan ku.
mungkin petanda pilihan ke brapa itu lah yang ku dapat

dan itu menjadi realiti.

>.<

have you ever

have you ever felt that things are going too fast?
not that you're doesn't want it to going the way it is,
it just not the time for it YET.

or maybe you just afraid that she/he wasn't the one.
you spend a lot of time together,
and both of you end up with someone else is kinda sad,

why don't we take a step back,
enjoy what we have,
and let things flow.

fate is rather funny.
it's like the future is inevitable.
no matter how hard we try,
we might not get something.
and when we did not even try.
we might get something particular.

the same goes to someone that gonna spend our life together.
if he/she meant for you,
no matter what you did,he/she eventually end up with you.

i'm just write what i think,
it may be make sense for some,
and ridiculous for most.
fine by me :)

 i do wish,i have someone to tell my mother about.
cause my mother been asking me about my someone.
and when i just keep my mouth shut.
she will talk bout my ex.kinda disturbing.
but i don't mind.it's my mistake anyway :|

sometime i wish i have a wife,
cause if she has a problem,
i could cheer her up,
not merely by words,
but through my action,

having bf or gf doesn't approve this,
only akad does,
so i'm waiting for the time,
and definitely not now :)

enough of nonsense,i should be heading to bed. :)


"to love someone is nothing,
to be love by someone is something
to be love by someone you love is interesting
but love from god is everything "

"i might rarely text you,
but that doesn't meant i'm forgetting you"