now i know

i was left wondering why people doesnt really enjoy english class.
cause for me,almost every english i attended all my life,
it's been fun and enjoying.
i even remember almost all my english teacher back during my school days.
especially madam nizwana.madam vimalla.madam norizan.

now i know.
when i'm in my arabic class.
i just cant understand what my lecturer is talking about.
i was in my own world.
talking to myself.waiting for the time to pass by.
waiting for the class to end.
i cant stand sitting and staring at my lecturer who talking in a language that i don't even understand,
for the first time.the foreign student from somalia and yaman looks really involved in a class.
since they talk in arabic.
they don't have any problem at all.
all i do in the class is talking to myself.
cause i cant stand listening to the foreign student talking on my left side.
and the people on my right side.who i don't even know their names.

how on earth will i ever pass this subject?
i know i gonna do something.
i need to really get this going.
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