raya?

raya?errr,i'm not that excited,
well,maybe because my family gonna be like the first family to be at kg this time around,
everyone else gonna be there 3rd or 4th of raya.
plus,its just not the raya i been looking forward when i was a kid,
cz my grandfather passed away last ramadhan,few days before last ramadhan to be exact :|
yeah.i know.some need to celebrate raya without their mum or dad,
but still,i do miss my grandfather, :|

shopping?nope.i only bought futsal shoes for raya.
and i bought new one only because my old futsal shoes was stolen,
dem.who would even think of stealing 13 size smelly shoes?
:|

well,final is pretty much around the corner.roughly one month from now.
my carry marks aren't that good,so i really need to do extra for the final :|
but i need to start with all the assignment first,
when i said all,i mean just one,well,thats the only assignment i have to do during this break.
i done with the 1st assignment,and i done it all by my self and its an achievement!
although i submit the report a week late.haha.

looking forward to be at uum,
theres lot of thing to do,
including playing futsal everyday.haha
its been a while,
since people at uum seems to prefer sleeping rather than playing sports during ramadhan,
well,i will come back to live.yeahhh!

well,u,u know who u are,
maybe i don't really understand u yet,
i've been trying to solve the puzzle,
i really had a tough time,
but theres no need to rush things right?
2016 is like 6 years away,
still lot of thing to do :)
i do miss ur voice,
i'll try to force myself to do things i should,
need to put my ego aside,
just for ya :)

but for now,
i need to focus mocus,
need to get pointer around 3.7,
so that my dream of getting a car have a little hope of ever coming true,
haha.it just a dream,and will always be a dream,
i'm asking too much.
i know :))
i'm thinking of getting a sponsorship,
i don't want to rely on my parents anymore,
i'm 20 now,what do u expect?
well,still,i need to study,study,study,

changing mode to study..
tut...tut..denied..raya first..then study..

thats what my heart was trying to tell me.
ok,raya first,haha.
selamat hari raya everyone :)
maaf zahir batin.
be happy.smile always :))
especially u,hehe